Today I feel not myself. All day today i have avoided mirrors, looking at myself, and thinking about the way i look. For the past week every time i look at myself I feel absolutely horrid, disgusted, I feel like a big butterball mess and its frustrating. I hate when that feeling comes up of not being good enough, feeling ugly, self esteem issues pop up. I wish I could never feel this way I hate it. I feel like everyone is staring at my flaws and feels that I'm dumb or stupid. I just want to go in my bed pull the covers over my head and come out when I look better
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